LETTER #11
BK April 24, 2017
The following conversation starts out between BK and one of the founders of Off The Left Eye YouTube channel which explores faith, spirituality, and the afterlife through videos hosted by Curtis Child, Swedenborg and Life, which streams live every Monday at 8:00 p.m. ET. This conversation was forwarded to Jerry Marzinsky and Sherry Swiney who then added their thoughts.
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Sent: Monday, April 24, 2017 2:47 PM
SWEDENBORG: Here's a personal story a woman named BK posted on our Facebook public wall, and I think it holds useful information about tactics. Sherry, I think she was tapping into the love energy that you have mentioned.
BK: Hi Curtis & Co. Its been a while since I contacted you but I'm still playing your videos on YOU TUBE. I have found especially useful the ones about thoughts and feelings., evil spirits lies etc. and how it all works. The knowledge of all this saves me time and time again.
I don't know if you remember but I was the one who freed myself of addiction last summer. Recently, I acquired 3 very powerful attachments and I would like to share my story of how this particular invasion began and how it ended with the help of knowledge from your videos and ideas from these which guided me to thoughts which helped me become well again.
SAVED BY THE GENTLE TRUTH
I am currently living in a women's refuge and recently, at the refuge, a letter was given out to us all which I responded to with “Knee Jerk Reaction”; The vibrations of my powerfully expressed negative emotions started a chain of events which would have destroyed my life if I did not already understand Meditation; Self-talk and the knowledge gained from Off the Left Eye "Care for the Morrow" etc.,
But, slowly, day by day, week by week, the dark thoughts were increasing, self-sabotage, insecurity, victimhood, hatefulness etc., all the feelings of happiness and joy and of my own empowerment had been temporarily compromised.
The day before Good Friday, I returned to an area that I recently fled from because I thought the problem was in the refuge. I thought that having a break from the new place would be the tonic necessary to clear my dark mind.
So, there I was again, back in familiar territory and surrounded by people and places that I very quickly became attached to, once more, in a very unhealthy way. I quickly realised my mistake and returned to my new home but it was already too late – I returned with 3 powerful dark attachments. My mental wellbeing declined rapidly over the next few days. I did not realise, until I’d untangled myself again, that I’d brought attachments back with me because I was under the spell of darkness.
The physical feeling of these entities was like having huge metal claws that gripped my right brain and held on tight and, as a result, reduced me to an emotional wreck, not knowing what to do, what to think, what to feel. I was empty lonely and confused – the total opposite of what I had become used to feeling since freeing myself of addiction last summer.
I don’t know if it was because it happened so suddenly and the contrast was so huge or whether this was something much worse than ever before but it was severe mental torture. I was praying, self-talking, watching self-help videos, playing funny movies, singing, playing music etc etc, but the thoughts would always return with brute force the minute my mind wasn’t pre-occupied and also continued to push though and distract me from my attempts at happiness. It was like being attacked.
That night I went to bed feeling powerless and tormented. I had a headache, jaw ache, neck ache, it was awful – there were shooting pains along the right side of my head near the top. I slept with earphones in playing Louise Hay affirmations all night. I awoke at 5:15am and tried Doreen Virtue guided meditations. Nothing changed.
I realised it was almost 6am so quickly went on facebook and joined Bhavna’s Mistry's meditation. It was all about setting our intention for the day by tapping into our gentle truth. I was quite settled during this meditation but had given up expecting anything to change by now.
Afterwards, the thoughts, at first, were still there. I woke my daughter for school at 7am and tried to be as clear minded for her as possible. Then, just before we left for the bus at 8am, a thought popped into my head to take some crystals with me. I had recently left them out in the full moon so they were clear and charged and ready to go. I placed, inside my top, an amethyst and a clear quartz and took the rose quartz in my pocket. By the time we left the house I’d forgotten I had them on me.
Within 10 minutes of boarding the bus I found my thoughts taking a turn for the better but it was like I was the 3rd person observing communication of 2 others – the dark thoughts on the right were still bombarding me with the negative darkness but the gentleness of the communication coming from my left side & heart was full of love and forgiveness and I found myself admitting that I felt miserable ever since that first letter and then with a particular person in the house when suddenly ZAP – that was it – the heavy grip of the darkness instantly and miraculously dissolved, vanished completely. It was like having something physically removed from the inside of my head “my gentle truth” won the day and saved my life.
SWEDENBORG: Wow, BK, thank you so much for sharing this story! It's so important to know how people deal with these attachments in their own lives. I know that Jerry Marzinski has said that entities can come back even stronger than before if they find an opening. I greatly admire your conscious perseverance, and I'm so glad you were able to break free.
I think what you learned was very valuable. It seems like the crystals helped you to get in touch with a kind of love-and-forgiveness energy, and that love energy plus an acknowledgment (admitting to yourself that you felt miserable as a result of the letter and person you encountered) seemed key in breaking the entities' hold. It reminds me of Swedenborg's "steps of repentance," which are crucial for letting the Lord push aside evil from us. One of the steps is acknowledging some evil inside us, or our vulnerability to evil. I wonder if this admission you made to yourself falls into that category. Acknowledging that you were vulnerable to being re-triggered by the letter and person, plus the love energy, might have been what it took to break the entities' hold. What do you think?
Sherry Swiney, who was featured on our show "The Lies Evil Spirits Tell Us," has told me about "love energy" which is really the ultimate tool in the end. It involves a softening, which sounds like what you describe.
BK: Hi, thanks for your reply. I agree with all that you said - its truly amazing how powerful our acknowledgement is and also how immediately it works. You mentioned about the evil spirits coming back stronger if they find another opening - well I truly believe that is what that was because I had been thinking about my addiction when I saw some old friends from those days; I recalled what it had been like and had become lost in thought for just a few moments - I think that must have created the opening. God Bless you xx
On Mon, Apr 24, 2017 at 4:55 PM, Sherry Swiney wrote:
Swedenborg,
Thank you for sharing this story and your reply to BK! She really put forth the effort it takes to cause the dark entities to vanish. She used the two most powerful tools we have at our disposal: (1) acknowledging the trigger and its vulnerability; and (2) using love energy. If BK had not known her own mind the way she did when the attack began, recognizing something wasn't right, she may have struggled longer This, to me, is why it is so very important for each of us to become aware of our own thoughts. Without that, how could we possibly recognize foreign thoughts when they arrive?
Bravo to both you and BK on a job well done!
Blessings and love,
Sherry
On Tue, Apr 25, 2017 at 11:59 AM, Jerry Marzinsky wrote:
Swedenborg,
Thanks for sending. This is a message of hope for others wanting to break free. It can be done but it takes work even if you have the tools. With regard to the re-infestation, I’ve seen it happen time and time again. People think that once the voices leave they are cured forever like when the medical model clears an infection. However, if you don’t keep the wound clean, it will reignite the infection. Returning to this place of negativity she spoke of brought the entities back and they do return stronger and more difficult to get rid of. These individuals need to edge onto a positive spiritual path and remain there. A positive spiritual atmosphere is toxic to these entities. The work of the Swedenborg Foundation in exposing these negative entities as manifestations of intrusive thought and markedly different from who the person is, is extremely important. As Sherry mentioned, had this individual not been able to differentiate between her own thoughts and those of the predators she would have fallen into their trap of believing that those thoughts were hers, belonged to her and she would have eventually come to believe that she was who these thoughts were telling her she was and would have become so sinking another layer deeper.
Jerry
Tuesday, April 25, 2017 2:31 PM Swedenborg wrote:
Thanks, Jerry! It was good to have that background info I had learned from you, about re-infestation.
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