LETTER #20

[Hello BE, Here is a report on my experience with EVP] 

I am from Berlin; my English is not the best.  I read your posts on different platforms.  Yes you are Right; there are People with the same experience.  It happened on 2014.  It was nearly the same and they tried to kill me.  I lost my boyfriend in 2014 and I tried to call him on EVP.  Nobody believes me what happened.  After a few weeks, I thought I speak with my boyfriend, they told me from one second to another second that I have to kill myself.  They told that the Police will come and find all my records and I have to destroy my pc, records, etc. and then I have to kill myself.  He said he will come and bring me to heaven, but before I have to kill me, and I must do it alone.  I believed it. 

On this evening starts a nightmare over 2 years...It is a Long Story... Today it is better, but sometimes I hear them, I have nightmares and sometimes I have sleep paralytics.  They also have attacked me.  I try to forget everything, but it is every day in my head.  Perhaps you like to contact me. 

When the things escalated I heard the voices like you.  I heard them from boiling water, from the fridge, the hair dryer, under the shower, the lavatory flush, the blower of my pc and some more.  At the first time I was safe that I will never can use a computer or hear music.  It comes from everywhere.  I also heard them in my head and in my “body”.  The voices in my head and in my body are different.  They have different “variations”.  Sometimes it’s like that there are words coming in my head, but there is no foreign “voice”.  This is first of all my actually status.  But I also heard external voices talked to me and to among themselves. 

What I heard is unbelievable BE, but I will write it in my report.  Only one thing: I heard things, that never can come from me or my subconscious.

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