LETTER #21

I wanted to share this with you, BE, and I am glad it has given you hope.  I didn’t have faith before the voices, I had curiosity, but I didn’t understand what I was messing about with, and the dangers.  It has taken me nearly 3 years to reach this point, and like you, it has been the most difficult thing to deal with, especially when everyone around you thinks you are mentally ill, and that the voices originate from you.  They don’t and never have! 

I still don’t understand how this all happened, but I know that once I started to believe, and turned to Jesus for help, things changed.  I remember the physical sensations too, and they have gone.  I am sorry you are still experiencing voices and these physical sensations, but Jesus is bigger than all this, and if you can just reach out to him, he will help you.  All you need is to believe.  That is all he asks.  Stay strong BE, and I will continue to pray for you.

I am sorry to hear about the young German girl, who was trying to contact her boyfriend through grief.  She is totally right about hearing things that can never have come from her subconscious, and I totally understand when she says that no-one believes what has happened. 

Its a very frightening, and lonely place to be.  Hopefully, she has gained some strength in reaching out to you and knowing that she is not alone.  The moment I read your accounts online, I knew you knew what I did, and what I was experiencing had happened to you.  I never doubted a thing you said, it just all made sense.  You told me things that I had experienced having never met me, or talked to me.  I feel I could write a book about it all.  It's frightening to think of all the people out there who are currently experimenting with EVP and just do not know the risks.

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